Strapped for cash.

For me to survive this summer, I need to tap into my emergency stash...
No, that's not good. I'm suffering... I fucked myself over by helping you. I never felt so deprived of cash in my life...

I've been alright. I think. I don't know what I want, I think I'm going to postpone everything... I don't know. I hate sleepless nights.. I think far too much... What do I want? I don't know... I want to be happy again, I mean.. I'm happy, but I want to be content with all aspects of my life...

I used to be really happy. I used to be with someone who gave me everything... But it's gone now, and all I feel is emptiness.