Moments.

You ever have those days where you feel like all those life-changing moments have just passed you by? Like you've missed all your chances and you just fucked up? Well, that pretty much summed up everything I'm feeling.
Lately, I'm feeling empty. Everything is a reminder of what I use to be... I used to be satisfied knowing that I was doing well in class, but not anymore. I need more than this, I mean I'm passing all my classes... but it is not as fulfilling as what it use to be.
So, I've been waiting and waiting. For what? Absolutely nothing, I have done nothing about my situation... What am I doing? I've applied to a lot of places, but nothing... What am I doing wrong?
Fuck me & my life. I would kill myself if I lost the only thing that kept me sane...

Love,
the fucked up soul.

Question.

Perhaps I wasn’t meant for this time. Perhaps, I wasn’t meant for you… But if I wasn’t, why does this hurt so much?

I don't know who understands what's going on in my head right now, but I'm sure that there has to be someone who understands me. I can't go on like this.